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SoccerBowlingany sports, just name itmahjong Idols Lifetime supporter: Michael OwenLiverpool: Steven GerrardTennis: Nadal This may not truly reflect my actual thoughts and feelings at time of writing Past May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 October 2007 January 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 October 2010 December 2010 February 2011 April 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 August 2013 September 2013 April 2014 December 2017 April 2018 February 2019 July 2019 September 2019 November 2019 I really am a failure Wrong choices, stubborn, unrepentful.. these ruined me badly. I know i started off taking a wrong step in life and early remedy could have been done to rectify this. However, i took it all upon myself and continued to do wrong. GAMBLE. Once bitten, twice shy is something i didnt adhere. I believed i would have turned the tide. I tried and tried but keep failing. Why couldnt i just turn over a new leaf and live a second chance? I really sincerely feel very bad that my family had to borrow money to salvage me out of the disastrous situation. I really want to work hard and return money to those who lend me. I really am very grateful. But the amount is so huge i believe it will take a few years to repay. I tried to seek a faster repayment only to fail further. Why why why? I am a fucked up kid to my beloved parents, a fucked up husband to my beloved wife. Really 1 mistake in life is all it takes to end it. Never ever GAMBLE. U will only sink deeper and deeper. Now i am really at the end of the world. And i should stop being a burden to anyone who cares about me. Its over there is really no turning back. Enough borrowing and face thrown. I have really failed terribly and have no face to face anyone. I really should disappear from this world and leave that bit of face if there is any. Stop being a burden to my family. Everytime i face my family, i feel that i am such a huge burden to them, not only not able to support them at this age but giving them more trouble to worry. I know the sorrow they feel and it issnt their fault at all. My choice to gamble in life is killing everybody. Whyyyyyy? Im really useless and very useless. Im really sorry dad and mum and bro. U guys did beyond what u could do to help me but i couldn't help myself. Sorry wifey i failed u too. I really wanted to go back to where i started off and quit gambling all together. The mountain of debts will never clear based on my salary. I made a fk up choice only to regret it further. I hope my next life i get to be your kid again and i swear to be filial to you. I will make it up to u. And a better husband as well. Marrying you was a bright spot in my life but i failed to give u a better life. Maybe not knowing me, u would have led a better life. Im really want to do so much for u but i failed in life. A sincere sorry to everyone who helped me. I fucked up. You'll Never Walk Alone~* Wise up and buck up!! the future is yours to create..* 2:39 PM Monday, September 2, 2019 __________________________________________________________________
Lifetime supporter: Michael OwenLiverpool: Steven GerrardTennis: Nadal This may not truly reflect my actual thoughts and feelings at time of writing Past May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 October 2007 January 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 October 2010 December 2010 February 2011 April 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 August 2013 September 2013 April 2014 December 2017 April 2018 February 2019 July 2019 September 2019 November 2019 I really am a failure Wrong choices, stubborn, unrepentful.. these ruined me badly. I know i started off taking a wrong step in life and early remedy could have been done to rectify this. However, i took it all upon myself and continued to do wrong. GAMBLE. Once bitten, twice shy is something i didnt adhere. I believed i would have turned the tide. I tried and tried but keep failing. Why couldnt i just turn over a new leaf and live a second chance? I really sincerely feel very bad that my family had to borrow money to salvage me out of the disastrous situation. I really want to work hard and return money to those who lend me. I really am very grateful. But the amount is so huge i believe it will take a few years to repay. I tried to seek a faster repayment only to fail further. Why why why? I am a fucked up kid to my beloved parents, a fucked up husband to my beloved wife. Really 1 mistake in life is all it takes to end it. Never ever GAMBLE. U will only sink deeper and deeper. Now i am really at the end of the world. And i should stop being a burden to anyone who cares about me. Its over there is really no turning back. Enough borrowing and face thrown. I have really failed terribly and have no face to face anyone. I really should disappear from this world and leave that bit of face if there is any. Stop being a burden to my family. Everytime i face my family, i feel that i am such a huge burden to them, not only not able to support them at this age but giving them more trouble to worry. I know the sorrow they feel and it issnt their fault at all. My choice to gamble in life is killing everybody. Whyyyyyy? Im really useless and very useless. Im really sorry dad and mum and bro. U guys did beyond what u could do to help me but i couldn't help myself. Sorry wifey i failed u too. I really wanted to go back to where i started off and quit gambling all together. The mountain of debts will never clear based on my salary. I made a fk up choice only to regret it further. I hope my next life i get to be your kid again and i swear to be filial to you. I will make it up to u. And a better husband as well. Marrying you was a bright spot in my life but i failed to give u a better life. Maybe not knowing me, u would have led a better life. Im really want to do so much for u but i failed in life. A sincere sorry to everyone who helped me. I fucked up. You'll Never Walk Alone~* Wise up and buck up!! the future is yours to create..* 2:39 PM Monday, September 2, 2019 __________________________________________________________________
