some words in life aint meant to mean..

theres this saying that goes 'what doesnt kill you can only make you stronger'... well, after today i have come to understand this saying a little more.. i shall not sit and ponder over what could have been or why it happened this way but move on with life and look to the future..

to my avid readers a.k.a. nobody, u will be the 1st to find out about this if anybody really bother reading this dead blog hoping to find my updated news.. anyway, to continue ranting.. maybe i wasnt doing what was required and i guess feelings fade overtime.. whatever it is, i believe i have put in my best and the returns wasnt what i expected and when people stop trying, there it goes.... my best was probably never enough and it will do both parties well to go their own ways.. good luck to her in whatever she does still..

to those advices which i failed to heed, i guess you guys were right in the end.. but whatever it is, at least i can say i gave a try.. despite the ending, at least there are are positives.. i have realised my own flaws during this long period of time.. and i will try to correct them as i lead my life ahead.. dont even feel like typing anymore stuff but just to note: a new jian shall be born! 16 september 2011