if u ever think u r lucky escaping 3 times in a night, think again..if u ever think tonight is a lucky night, think twice..
if u ever think what worse things can happen to u, dont even think about it..
something unimaginable happened today and I really wish to just shout it out but I got to stay strong and put on a brave front.. crisis happens in everyone's lives and it is undoubtedly unavoidable.. bigger and crazier crisis will sure befall again and I just got to learn how to handle things my way, though it may not be the right way.. nobody can be perfect in their decisions..
to whoever who reads this, dont probe and I will automatically share it with you once this blows over.. and to those who know the bits and pieces, please check if im still alive tmr.. I just realise it issnt so bad actually.. but at the point of time, u can never think straight...trust me..thinking back now, it is time i actually grow up another level and be strong in the face of adversity.. being weak and immature will not help in survival in the coming stages of life..
since im here, might as well update my current status.. enlisting in nov doesnt seem to have an impact on me just yet.. perhaps the time to worry issnt close enough yet.. seeing how my frens go in and out of army makes me ponder what my army life would be.. would it be like XXX or YYY or maybe even ZZZ?
whats life after army? get into local uni (5%), SIM (50%), start work immediately (20%), sign on (20%), die of stress (1%), do nothing (4%).. the reason why only 4% is because I will get myself thinking in army of my future.. and smth has to be done.. whats the aim of getting a job? enjoying the worklife? enjoying the salary? which is more impt? if i have to weigh them, it would be 40-60 for me.. well money minded may not be good, but think of the things in life u ought to possess.. 3k in the past was a desirable salary for me but seriously without 5k now, can u even survive the ordeal of eat,drink,sleep,shit?
talking to abel ho now about life too.. nice timing! it seems everyone has problems some way or another.. signing off.. hoping for good luck tmr..
