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Profile

Jian Hui.


Likes

Soccer
Bowling
any sports, just name it
mahjong

Idols

Lifetime supporter: Michael Owen
Liverpool: Steven Gerrard
Tennis: Nadal


This may not truly reflect my actual thoughts and feelings at time of writing


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thinking and reflecting on life....

Well, attachment has been and will continue to take a toll on my everyday's life with such mundane lifestyle of waking up early and calling people all day long. And finally here comes another weekend to savour and cherish if there is even time for that. Another 4+ months of this lifestyle will surely do some damage not only to my lifestyle but to my eyesight as well. Staring at the computer screen almost 10 hrs daily can turn a perfect eyesight guy to a bespectacled guy in the space of 5 months.

Well, this issnt much of a trouble or worry if you even consider it 1. Life is full of ups and downs and the saying goes, "once the boat reach the bridge, it will auto go straight". But i rather believe in the "if u fail to plan, u plan to fail". My future looks bleak with my ongoing pathetic studies and no hopes or dreams of pursuing anything worth pursuing. My only dream now is to don on liverpool colours playing in front of the Kop and of course, turning out not as a flop but a rising star. But this is just a far-fetched dream and not even God can help me on this i guess.. They say it only takes a spark to get a fire going, but this spark is not anywhere near me. I need a hint or inspiration to see my path ahead and carve out something this life. Mathematician? wtf does he do? banker? do i have what it takes? Its just about how you strike a balance between how much you want to earn and how many you want to be working.. Is there a perfect balance?

Maybe it is just not the time to think about this. But when would i start thinking if i dun start now.. for now, it would be - TO ANFIELD: HERE I COME. hopefully benitez sees this and rings me up out of curiosity.. If long term problems are anything to go by, short term ones require more attention and urgency. Haiz so many problems surfacing just within a tiny me. Sometimes, things just cant be expressed out so freely and openly and if only I can find another me to talk to. Money cant buy a person long term happiness but it can definitely solve short term worries and maybe bring short term happiness. well, in life u cant have the best of everything.. its fated i guess!


You'll Never Walk Alone~* Wise up and buck up!! the future is yours to create..* 1:28 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
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