Reverting back to singlehood once again feels so strange and different.. having no one to care about and having no care from anyone feels a tad strange but i guess i have to live on with life the way it is.. deleting every single memory now hurts a little but i have to do it and rightly so..
Seeing each piece of collectible or stuff lying around floods back memories but i believe time will heal all wounds.. deleting the past messages on my phone brought a smile to my face which quickly faded away as soon as it appeared.. i have to move on!
breaking the news to my friends yesterday brought a mixture of surprise and 'i knew it' faces.. well, at least it was worth the shot and i can live without any regrets.. time to put this down and take a new path in life.. anyway army's calling in november and that will hopefully be a time where i can forget everything and embark on a totally new adventure which lies ahead..
question now is, how do i break the news to my poly clique, a place and friends around where our love once blossomed and faded since.. only time will tell..
